Hi Hi HELLO - I am back! Update tiiime

Hi everyone,

First of all I want to apologize for not posting on here for ages, a whole 2 months and I am just going to be really honest as to why that is, Have you been on a nice long holiday you may ask? No..sadly not! I wish I was though, but I guess the real reason for this is because I really lost touch like I said in my previous post for my blog. I was just managing without it even though it has always been there at the back of my mind - ALWAYS..haha, I just want to say I am not a professional writer so my grammar etc. will be different to other bloggers you may come across, that does not mean I will write in slang or something I just like having a little 'haha' or something when I am writing.

I started to over think what I was putting on my blog and if it was really good enough, I wanted to try new things like lifestyle and health posts which I will slowly get back into very soon just give me time guys..I got bored of what I was writing and when I started this blog I loved it so I didn't want to just write any odd thing down and I felt like I wasn't writing enough in some ways. Pictures are pretty but I feel words sometimes are more important to me so I will also be taking that into consideration now for myself. I just felt so stressed with finishing my first year of Uni that I kept thinking "I don't know what to do next?" because I was enjoying it but at the same really wasn't which is a strange feeling I know but it's the truth. I just don't think it's the right thing for me or if it's just the courses/Uni I am at so it has been really hard for me lately.

I really miss my college courses I done 2 years previously and during that time I was always on my blog because I always had motivation for it so I really want that back and that is why I am thinking of re-applying back and getting a HND soon and treat it as still important but like a GAP year, which I know can sound crazy but college is obviously more laid back even though still such a big deal. I would enjoy it better I think and all I can do is try my best and see where it takes my head in terms of thinking "What is it that I really want to do?" because at 20 years old, I truthfully have no idea and spend most of my time with my head stuck in a book or watching TV shows like most people my age.

I am thankful for people that read my blog because it was something and still IS something I am so passionate about but I am just going to take it slow and mix and match things up for a while so it isn't always the same thing, maybe there will be some dull days but we all have them and we all have those days were we just don't know how to motivate ourselves into life and it is such an emotional struggle for me. I am going to write more posts like long 'essay' ones with no pictures like this and also do fashion, lifestyle, health, favourites etc because I just want to reinvent my blog into something that is going to motivate me into start posting again.

I actually gained some new followers while I have been gone which is crazy but Hi, Hello..please stay as I promise I have much more to say and express to my readers.

Update time!

Hi everyone!

Sorry this post is so late but as I had said before with Uni getting in the way and then exams coming in close I had to put my focus more into that as I was doing my best to take it seriously even though I found it difficult with it being my first year. Now that it is indeed over I feel much relaxed and happy and have no clue until the 17th if I have passed the 3 I sat during May - in all honesty I don't know how to feel about it, nobody wants to be stuck in at home doing nothing with their lives so I wanted to give Uni a shot because I enjoy studying Film & TV and I thoroughly enjoyed doing the same sort of Media course at college before it but I have struggled a lot and even if I do pass I think to myself 'Is Uni for me?' it is such a difficult question to ask yourself but when it involves four years of your life and you feel like you have wasted it then it's truly heartbreaking so I must really think to myself because I can re-sit also I think but  would I even want that? It's a really unsure feeling I get when this time of year comes around so for now I will sit watching some of my favourite youtubers and scroll through tumblr while re-watching one of my favourite TV shows - One Tree Hill! Bought the box sets recently as I was missing Lucas and Nathan grace my screen along with Brooke being truly awesome.

Anyways-  I now want to get back into my blog for the summer and see how it makes me feel because I feel very out of touch with it and I find it so much fun, I am hoping to get that enjoyment back as silly as it may sound to some people..so I did miss out in a few BIG events for red carpet reviews etc and was unsure whether to do super late posts?? we will see how it goes but I can't imagine it being so. I will now start trying to keep up and keep most importantly my readers happy with posts now I have the time to do so I hope you enjoyed this other mini -essay and stay cool and enjoy summer if you have it like myself -if not GOOD LUCK with exams and school, college, uni etc. The year is nearly over so well done for completing it!! I have only one picture unfortunately but I do have to say that I am so happy and proud to be a Hollyoaks fan as they won BEST SOAP at this year's Soap Awards so I may have to do a cheeky late post on that but being a fan for years they truly deserved it!! and Anna Passey looked HOT in that red dress!

Natalie

XoXo

Easter Lush Haul

Hello Readers,

As you all know last year I done a 'Mini Christmas Lush Haul' and because I know how much the ladies and perhaps some guys love a good lush haul and that store in general I thought why not do a Easter Lush haul? and So I did. Last week I bought some products and they are so pretty and smell delicious and I wish all my readers could smell them through their laptops/electronic devices (ha!). I get so excited when I shop in Lush and always go slightly overboard by making sure everyone notices as well (I really can't help it), it has some of the most amazing bath bombs, melts, soaps, scalp products etc that smell delicious and fit in with different seasons to make it more fun so I hope you all enjoy this post and get shopping in Lush! I also wanted to share that they are doing Mother's Day gift sets at the moment so if you want to check them out then here is the link - Lush - Mother's Day

Bunch of Carrots ; Reusable Bubble Bars, priced at £5.95

Secret Garden ; Bath Bomb, priced at £2.95

The Immaculate Eggception - Yellow ; Bath Bomb, priced at £6.95

Fluffy Egg ; Bath Bomb, priced at £2.95

Golden Egg ; Bath Bomb, priced at £3.50

Had to keep the Golden Egg in it's bag because it's full of glitter but I just had to get it when I saw it, I think you really need to be into Lush to buy their products because some people will look and be astonished at the prices for what they are getting without realising the value or reusing and having a smaller bomb inside the bigger one like the Secret Santa at Christmas, the huge Eggception has the exact same with a smaller one inside. There are a few more Easter Lush products I haven't bought (I'd probably add in a YET as I will no doubt end up getting them as I'm never out of the store) but you can check them out online or pop in at one near by but just be warned; you will want to buy at least one thing once you walk in and smell that deliciousness all Lush customers enjoy.

Best Dressed at Oscars but hold up..Why didn't Leo win!!?

Amy Adams in Gucci

Lupita Nyong'o in Prada

Angelina Jolie in yet again one of my favourite designers - Elie Saab

Jennifer Lawrence in bright orange dress by Fashion House

Sandra Bullock in Alexander McQueen

Sad news for Leo though, doesn't everyone agree? I do like Matthew McConaughey but I just really want him to win, he deserves it so bad.