Hi Hi HELLO - I am back! Update tiiime

Hi everyone,

First of all I want to apologize for not posting on here for ages, a whole 2 months and I am just going to be really honest as to why that is, Have you been on a nice long holiday you may ask? No..sadly not! I wish I was though, but I guess the real reason for this is because I really lost touch like I said in my previous post for my blog. I was just managing without it even though it has always been there at the back of my mind - ALWAYS..haha, I just want to say I am not a professional writer so my grammar etc. will be different to other bloggers you may come across, that does not mean I will write in slang or something I just like having a little 'haha' or something when I am writing.

I started to over think what I was putting on my blog and if it was really good enough, I wanted to try new things like lifestyle and health posts which I will slowly get back into very soon just give me time guys..I got bored of what I was writing and when I started this blog I loved it so I didn't want to just write any odd thing down and I felt like I wasn't writing enough in some ways. Pictures are pretty but I feel words sometimes are more important to me so I will also be taking that into consideration now for myself. I just felt so stressed with finishing my first year of Uni that I kept thinking "I don't know what to do next?" because I was enjoying it but at the same really wasn't which is a strange feeling I know but it's the truth. I just don't think it's the right thing for me or if it's just the courses/Uni I am at so it has been really hard for me lately.

I really miss my college courses I done 2 years previously and during that time I was always on my blog because I always had motivation for it so I really want that back and that is why I am thinking of re-applying back and getting a HND soon and treat it as still important but like a GAP year, which I know can sound crazy but college is obviously more laid back even though still such a big deal. I would enjoy it better I think and all I can do is try my best and see where it takes my head in terms of thinking "What is it that I really want to do?" because at 20 years old, I truthfully have no idea and spend most of my time with my head stuck in a book or watching TV shows like most people my age.

I am thankful for people that read my blog because it was something and still IS something I am so passionate about but I am just going to take it slow and mix and match things up for a while so it isn't always the same thing, maybe there will be some dull days but we all have them and we all have those days were we just don't know how to motivate ourselves into life and it is such an emotional struggle for me. I am going to write more posts like long 'essay' ones with no pictures like this and also do fashion, lifestyle, health, favourites etc because I just want to reinvent my blog into something that is going to motivate me into start posting again.

I actually gained some new followers while I have been gone which is crazy but Hi, Hello..please stay as I promise I have much more to say and express to my readers.

Update time!

Hi everyone!

Sorry this post is so late but as I had said before with Uni getting in the way and then exams coming in close I had to put my focus more into that as I was doing my best to take it seriously even though I found it difficult with it being my first year. Now that it is indeed over I feel much relaxed and happy and have no clue until the 17th if I have passed the 3 I sat during May - in all honesty I don't know how to feel about it, nobody wants to be stuck in at home doing nothing with their lives so I wanted to give Uni a shot because I enjoy studying Film & TV and I thoroughly enjoyed doing the same sort of Media course at college before it but I have struggled a lot and even if I do pass I think to myself 'Is Uni for me?' it is such a difficult question to ask yourself but when it involves four years of your life and you feel like you have wasted it then it's truly heartbreaking so I must really think to myself because I can re-sit also I think but  would I even want that? It's a really unsure feeling I get when this time of year comes around so for now I will sit watching some of my favourite youtubers and scroll through tumblr while re-watching one of my favourite TV shows - One Tree Hill! Bought the box sets recently as I was missing Lucas and Nathan grace my screen along with Brooke being truly awesome.

Anyways-  I now want to get back into my blog for the summer and see how it makes me feel because I feel very out of touch with it and I find it so much fun, I am hoping to get that enjoyment back as silly as it may sound to some people..so I did miss out in a few BIG events for red carpet reviews etc and was unsure whether to do super late posts?? we will see how it goes but I can't imagine it being so. I will now start trying to keep up and keep most importantly my readers happy with posts now I have the time to do so I hope you enjoyed this other mini -essay and stay cool and enjoy summer if you have it like myself -if not GOOD LUCK with exams and school, college, uni etc. The year is nearly over so well done for completing it!! I have only one picture unfortunately but I do have to say that I am so happy and proud to be a Hollyoaks fan as they won BEST SOAP at this year's Soap Awards so I may have to do a cheeky late post on that but being a fan for years they truly deserved it!! and Anna Passey looked HOT in that red dress!

Natalie

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Best Dressed On Red Carpet: Emmy's 2013

Anna Gunn

Carrie Underwood

Julie Bowen

Zooey Deschanel

January Jones

Autumn/Winter Weather: What to wear?

Hello Readers,

Struggling to find the perfect outfit for Autumn? or just wanting to keep warm but comfortable and stylish for the cold weather? I have some great ideas for all of you ladies...I am a leggings girl when it comes to this time of year, I don't know about anybody else.. I do where them during summer with dresses the odd time but they aren't longer ones so I can still keep nice and cool with the sunshine, but as we are coming into Autumn- living in the UK especially, the weather can be difficult to work around what clothes to wear? So ask yourself this: In general what makes you comfortable and stylish & what is your weather mostly like at this time of year?! Then you should find a little solution to your fashion problems. Living in Scotland is extremely difficult because the weather is like bipolar and that is genuinely the only way to describe it because sometimes we get really warm in winter, then really bad heavy snow to freezing rain, it can't make up it's mind! So you don't really know if half way through the day it could turn warm and stay like that which kind of sucks, so first of all I would say carry a light jacket with you if you think the day might change or wear a light top with a knitted jumper so it's a mixture but perfect for when the weather changes. I will give you guys a few a ideas of what I have in mind for this season and you can go from there... (also you can check out my winter post here from last year because it may benefit some of you)

ASOS Studded Longline Washed Parka was £90, now £63! Out of stock at the moment but should be soon to go back in for the upcoming season so make sure you 'save for later' 

Warehouse Black Pocket Jegging at £36 you can also get leggings here at £14 but I do know some people prefer heavier clothing because of rain and just getting cold isn't very nice so these would keep you warmer. 

Oasis Floral Print Collar Shell Top at £35 and then you if the weather gets more colder as the day goes on you can put this on over it here which is a black cardigan at £38 and I definitely recommend Topshop for cardigans because I have had one out there for years and they really do keep you warm. There is also the option of a nice jumper from New Look here at £35.

ASOS Aran Jumper Dress at £42 and you don't even need to wear it as an actual dress because you could wear something underneath top or bottom or both and again this mixes up with the weather. 

Lilley Womens Military Lace Ankle Boot in Black at £25 from Shoe Zone, these are my personal favourites when it comes to Autumn/Winter, they last all the way and are sturdy for the snow, what is also good about these boots is that they have a mini - heel on them and they are still comfortable, I really am not a heel kind of girl so this makes up for it, right? I'm just gonna say I'd like to think so aha!

***Part 2 of my 25 things should be up this week***

Variety's Power of Youth event

Nina Dobrev

Abigail Breslin

Bailee Madison

Kiernan Shipka

Quvenzhane Wallis

It seemed to go in a weird pattern here red - white - red/white - white - PINK. I know that may look very odd but I just seen something that was remarkable which was how young teens dress when they go to award ceremonies like this but compared to a little girl that's 9? that isn't too much younger I feel and she just looks sweet in her cute dress but also very fashionable, I wish the younger generation were seen at more events dressed like this.  I understand that they have stylists etc but at that age they should be allowed to dress more child-like I think. All ladies(girls) above look gorgeous but I just think more people should mention this.

BAFTAs Favourites on Red Carpet

Jennifer Lawrence in Dior

Amy Adams in Elie Saab

Sarah Jessica Parker in Ellie Saab

Laura Whitmore in Alexandre Vauthier

Jessica Chastain in Roland Mouret

Lauren Conrad covers Lucky for March

Lauren Conrad is covering next months cover of Lucky magazine, she's wearing a sheer lace blouse with denim shorts on the cover. She talks about fashion and says 'I try to never look back at how I dressed in the first few seasons of Laguna Beach because it was pretty bad... head-to-toe bad, this past summer, MTV replayed every episode and I would always see it and be like, "Ahh, noo!" I wore these capri denim pants a lot and they were so bad.' Lauren has two fashion lines LC Lauren Conrad and Paper Crown, she says that she found it hard coming out the TV show because of her reputation and continues 'It was difficult to be taken seriously. But I think the fact that I went to school to study fashion and worked in the industry helped me.' 

Celebrity Trend: Givenchy's $350 Rottweiler tee/hoodie

This year it has been on trend and celebrities such as Khloe Kardashian, Kylie Jenner and Nicole Richie were all spotted wearing the latest craze - Givenchy's $350 Rottweiler tee, Nicole has on a hoodie with the same Rottweiler design and I actually prefer that. It seems to be that even though it can seem a little cliché wearing the animal printed tee's there is something that their target audience and they seem to enjoy and get a thrill out of wearing them. It's not just women getting in on the trend and last year Kayne West donned a Riccardo Tisci-designed Givenchy Rottweiler top to an event. The same tee was also worn by Rihanna and Liv Tyler.

Black Studded Bag - Primark : £12

I wanted to post about my new bag I bought last week from Primark, I actually found this online and it was priced at £30 on this random site I can't actually remember where from to be honest but I just love it! It's black with studs down the side and at the top near the handle. It can be carried on your shoulders with less than what a normal women would carry in their bag haha(ain't gonna happen) so moving on..It's a bag to be held by the arm. I am not a fan of these because I have notebooks and stuff from college but I thought I would give it a go and actually stop wearing my leopard print bag!! Wow...BIG step for me guys! I know it is quite simple in a way but it did really stand out for me! 

£12/ Primark 

Nina Dobrev attended an autograph signing for October's issue of 'Seventeen' Magazine

Nina Dobrev was seen attending her very own signing of 'Seventeen' magazine as she is October's cover girl. Nina was also signing a poster for her new film 'The Perks of being a Wallflower' at Barnes and Noble in Atlanta, Georgia. Nina had on a gorgeous summer outfit, a floral jumpsuit that had a cut at the back.In the magazine she was talking about how she fell in love with her fellow co-star Ian Somerhalder.

Vanessa Hudgens covers the new issue of 'Untitled' Magazine

Vanessa Hudgens is on the front cover of the newest issue for 'Untitled' she is looking absolutely stunning and I love the picture of her standing among unravelled film reels and the last picture she looked very sophisticated. She's wearing the following designers Naeem Khan, Neil Lane and duo Falguni and Shane. In this spread of the magazine Vanessa is talking about her acting career and she said that she struggled for people to take her serious after 'High School Musical' but is now getting more noticed. In some of the films that are set for release either later on in the year or in the next years she is playing much more grittier characters for e.g a daughter of a drug addict and prostitute and then groom's her daughter into becoming one - The film is called 'Gimme Shelter' with Brendan Fraser and Rosario Dawson. Vanessa had to cut off her hair and gain some weight but she was willing to do it. 

Natasha Bedingfield goes edgy for New York Fashion Week

Natasha Bedingfield was seen showing her edgy side at New York Fashion Week, she was attending Christian Sirian's spring/summer 2013 catwalk show and had on a black leather halterneck dress that stopped above the knee's and matched it with a  pair of black heels. Natasha was also seen posing outside the premiere of Diana Vreeland: The Eye Has to Travel at MOMA in a floaty green dress. We haven't seen that much of Natasha recently in music but she is one of my favourites, She's writing her upcoming fourth studio album just now and has plans to release it worldwide, She is featured on Lifehouse's newest single ''Between the raindrops''.

Kylie Jenner turns Rock Chic for Avril Lavigne's show at Fashion Week

Kylie Jenner turned Rock Chic for Avril Lavigne's show at New York Fashion Week, she was seen strutting her stuff down the runway in some of the clothing from Avril's line 'Abbey Dawn' it was her 2013 Spring/Summer Collection. Kylie was seen cuddling up to the singer in a picture on the red carpet before the show started. I love that Kylie keeps being asked to model for Avril's fashion show's because it's definitely her kind of style and it suits her really well. Kylie was seen wearing red hotpants and a studded bondage suspender belt with a white vest top that had a printed red skull on it with the writing 'Hello Sailor' , it went with her black studded leather jacket that was detailed in lace and had printed skulls on the sleeves and the back and her black studded heels. She was also seen modelling a white dress that had printed letters over it and teamed it with a pink bag and yellow studded heels. Her other outfit choice was a blue and white striped dress that had printed bones on it.

Do you want to feel comfortable in HEELS? Try Isabel Marant High Top Wedges

Brown Leopard Print Wedge High Top:  £40

Black Lace up Wedge High Top: £40

These type of Wedge High Tops are from River Island

Nicole Wine Wedged Hi Top Trainer: £30

Jade Black Flatform Hi Top Trainer: £30

These type of Wedge High Tops are from BooHoo

ASOS DENY Wedge High Top Trainers With Suede Detail: £45

ASOS ACTIVE Wedge Trainers: £45

These type of Wedge High Tops are from ASOS

Are you trying to find a pair of heels that feel comfortable? Well check out these Wedge High Top heels by Isabel Marant that are invisible! The wedge is in the inside to make it just look like simple comfy high tops, I have recently seen these on Ashley Madekwe's blog and My best friend has blogged about them a while back in June but there is also some celebrities getting into the fashion with them, with the likes of Kate Bosworth, Beyoncé, Miranda Kerr, Alicia Keys and Hilary Duff.